| Diagnosed |
[May. 8th, 2007|08:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | homeeee | ] |
| [ | I am |
| |  sleepy | ] |
* Type
o Can the person remember recent events (is there impaired short-term memory)? No!!
o Can the person remember events from further in the past (is
there impaired long-term memory)? No
o Is there a loss of memory about events that occurred prior to a
specific experience (anterograde amnesia)? Both
o Is there a loss of memory about events that occurred soon after a specific experience (retrograde amnesia)? Both
o Is there only a minimal loss of memory? sometimes alot
o Does the person make up stories to cover gaps in memory (confabulation)? yes
o Is the person suffering from low moods that impair concentration? Yes!
* Time pattern
o Has the memory loss been getting worse over years? Yes
o Has the memory loss been developing over weeks or months? YES
o Is the memory loss present all the time or are there distinct episodes of amnesia? maybe
o If there are amnesia episodes, how long do they last? I've properly forgotten if i had and when it was over!
* Aggravating or triggering factors
o Has there been a head injury in the recent past? like a couple of years ago
o Has the person experienced an event that was emotionally traumatic? 'traumatic' in comparison to other traumatic experiences i thought i had, had in the past
o Has there been a surgery or procedure requiring a general anesthetic? no
o Does the person use alcohol? How much? yes, considerable amount
o Does the person use illegal/illicit drugs? How much? What type? occasionally
* Other symptoms
o What other symptoms are present? dunno
o Is the person confused or disoriented? confused and disoriented in certain circumstances
o Can they independently eat, dress, and perform similar self-care activities? Course!
o Have they had seizures? no haha
thats right, i got amnesiaa :)
I feel so relieved! |
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| that day |
[Apr. 16th, 2007|11:17 am] |
in hyde park :)
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[Feb. 12th, 2007|01:35 pm] |
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| another one |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|02:20 pm] |
| [ | I am |
| |  blank | ] |
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
NOW
Is your hair up?: no
Is your phone right beside you?: no
Do you have a bf/ gf?: nno
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: umm maybe
Do you have plans for tonight?: in bed asleep
Are you wearing makeup?: no
Are you wearing chapstick?: no
Are you cold?: unusually no
Are you tired?: yeaa
Are you excited?: haha about what?
Are you watching t.v.?: no
Are you wearing pajamas?: no
Who's the last person you IMed?: immy
Who's the last person that called you? viv, this morning
PAST
Anything you regret? yea, breaking my phone charger
Ever lied?: yea
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: haha ew
Ever spit at someone? haha no, not that I can remember
Ever kick something living?: people yea :)
Ever had your nails done?: by myself
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: no I've felt like I could
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: yea
Who did you see most last week?: umm viv, shona and trio
Was last week interesting? yeaa pretty much
TODAY
Have you cussed?: haha yea
Have you yelled at someone? yea
Have you gotten mad at someone? of course
Have you cried? oh wait were talking about today? I missed that bit haha no!
Have you called more than 3 people?: nope
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: nope 2
Have you eaten anything gross? no
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?: ummm went back to sleep
Q. Last thing you ate?: toast
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks? I really don't know, I can't think that far
ahead at all!
Q. What's annoying you right now?: work I have to do
Q. What's the last movie you saw? ummmm a bit of sweet home alabama.. i got bored with that I can't remember
what it was i watched yesterday either but it wasn't worth it haha
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: noo
Q Where is the last place you went?: um west wickham high street
Q: Who is the last person you called?: umm I can't remember who I last called, I've done more answering the
phone
Q: Been cheated on?: noo
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? who knows
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): love
Q: Do you wish on stars?: I think I proberly did when i was little, nothing came true :)
Q: Does it work?: ^ no
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of: I don't wear any laced shoes!
Q: When did you last cry? I can't even remember the most recent time, the most memorable was whilst i was
staying at my sisters place
Q: Do you like your handwriting? most of the time nah
Q: Are you a friendly person? yess
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? no
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? mine
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? um teal
Q: Do you have any pets? nooooooo :(
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? purple
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? umm 9? watching some of season 1 o.c maybe? down to 2
Q: last person you talked to : my dad erghhh he makes me want to slap his face so much
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad? 2 secounds ago and now
Q: Look to your left: my dad haha
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? yea
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? umm yea proberly
Q: Song that makes you cry? hallelujah - jeff buckley andd something else that I have completely forgotten
right now!
Q: Are you a normally happy person? yeaa
Q: Is your self-esteem low? yea sometimes
Q: What color are your eyes? green
Q: Long or Short Hair ? laang
Q: Current Music? nothing |
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[Dec. 12th, 2006|11:58 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | bare happy | ] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nothing | ] |
n the last hour I..
found 10 dollars
Walked for 20 mins in the cold
managed to open my front door
spilt tea on the key board
rang my nan :)
ha I can tell this days going to be full of surprises :D
Oh and yea I have the whole of the rest of the day off :D:D |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|05:16 pm] |
Some photos from me and grace's 2 hour walk to biggin hill which is far.
We well didn't get lost. And well didn't walk into a scout group and their tents on our way back :/
Its reeally cold and I can smell dinner |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|08:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| | blah | ] |
firstly ergfhxxihjypirjtmcx;lmjpriou54jdkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Things are so damn annoying and they never stay away for long and I just seem to forget how bad exactly it feels like until I'm back in the same old position again. I'm not good at being blunt about things like this or just saying what I mean but theres a purpose for that.
But last night I was talking to grace for hour about things and she said how these things had been getting her down and I was just telling her that you know things will get better they always do; just cause things are (were) brilliant for me. But no a day later I start seeing whats really there and how things haven't changed and I was just on a really short high for sometime and now its just gone poo again. Okay well one thing I can be sort of blunt about is that im confused about what I really want and where to go from here And the stupid applying for collage thing came threw the door yesterday and I'm just ahrohndszkjej i dunno. Right now I want my only concern to be on wether I do well enough then I can do the choosing I don't like laying out my life in a plan I don't like worrying about things cause I really don't care right now I just want focus on now nothing else? But ok :|
It's my last day at work tommorow and I actually think I will miss some of the tiny characters we have in the class and just so I can look back and remember :/ I'm going to write something along side some of their names soo
Kevin - 4 year old pimp.
Daejon - the best teethy grin ever, actually barely says anything; reeeally stubborn but sooo cute.
Mathew - He makes soo much shit up its so entertaining.
Mia - Little Madem
Sarah - Little Madem
Lucie - aw
Billy! - um often sticks his arm out across his face and likes to think he's a dalek soo :/
Then back to school.
2 weeks to go 29th september Brixton AAR 3rd time this year oh yessss :)
I guess theres always good things to look forward to :]
I'm sticking this here just cause I like these nights in the park and I want more of them
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[Sep. 20th, 2006|05:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| |  drained | ] |
I HAVE
a cold.
no money.
well I do.. but nothing to spend cause I'm saving it all.
HAH see how long that lasts
Work hasn't been so busy today which is good cause I feel well rundown; alot better then yesterday cause I actually got into bed at 10 which is amazing for me to make it that early. Of course I woke up 1 and again at 4. This is my 7th day on my 2nd week at work experience at the primary school in reception class (or blue class lol) Got in then had to go back out to find the one copy or so it appeared to be the only copy of Goldilocks and the three bears they had in the whole new libary. Although it was pretty much just big boxes stacked up on top of eachother with not many books in. So I found it got back in and then went back out to bring my class of tiny 4 year olds in. Most of them cute, some quite reserved and few stereotyped only child stuck up ones. Oh and Daejon the reeeally happy stubborn one. Who when stubborn just completely refuses to say anything or move. So I get in, help out with the children's activities. Get the last children on the list to finish their ripped brown paper teddy's helping the boy with the lazy eye (aw) glue he's teddy's head on coughing all over me.niice. Once activities are over its the children's registration or circle time; a few songs or a story. Then more activities; I'm dragged off in every direction by lucie to home corner or the carpet and then my usual attempts to encourage some of the shyest kids to join in. Then milk and then out for playtime which is my break soo I go off to the staff room have a cup of green tea, apple, one of those rock hard foreign biscuits one of the co-workers brought in and then back to the class room. The children practise writing their name this time full name! ha which they usually loose interest in quickly and just begin to scribble or turn over and draw flowers or for billy one of the aliens from doctor who. They finish early so we take them out to meet their parents; they go home. Then lunch. Then mostly I mount and laminate or go down to the cellar back and forth to find the card to mount on this take up the afternoon.
This had been everyday at work with the exception of a visit from the rainforest man.
brilliant |
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[Aug. 17th, 2006|10:44 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| | + tired | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Time after time remix - Dj sammy :) | ] |
its raining soo much haha too bad I won't be here to enjoy it .not
byebye
see you all back in september :D miss you! |
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[Aug. 15th, 2006|11:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | speeding cars - Imogen Heaps (in my head) | ] |
consumed: 2 cups of green tea, 2 cookies and almost a packet of chewing gum. I'm hungry and reallly wouldn't mind some mousaka right now actually :) These things make me happy
+ friends, some of which I miss very much. But their postcard today made me really happy :D
Today me and trio went to the park in the evening and watched the sun go down :) <3
I was soooo tired like 2 hours ago |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|07:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | papercuts - gym class heroes | ] |
Um so today I read 10..13 pages more of that book I have to read.. That book I'm so reluctant to read and well um nothing. I got up; dragged myself up at..mm 10 something got downstairs ate something watched tv, got dressed came on here, had lunch, read.. and nothing. This is hard I haven't had a day like this since I finished for summer. It's a drag and it's only got me thinking all the negatives to when I go away I mean common check this..
9 hour flight sitting next to a 4 year old?
2 weeks away with the whole of one side of my family..
2 weeks away with the whole of one side of my family in the same villa for the wholeeee of the 2 weeks..
okay despite that yayyy .. not many days to go :) |
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|11:39 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| | sleepy | ] |
I'm soooo tired. I did not stop eating yesterday either. Pringles&Cake&Soup&cheesesalad&pittabread&chocolate&crackers etc. So I have nothing to do and so I'm making a list of everything I have already done and need to do this summer.
Party x2
Have a garden party
Have girlie nights/days
Have a bbq
Go to a bbq
Go to the park
Go on the swings
Go to the park and watch the sun go down
Have a picnic
Go camping
Sleep in a tent
Have a water fight
Go to Brighton
Go to Chesington
Go to Thorpe Park
Go to the Beach
Go Swimming
Go on a Road Trip
Go paint balling
Play Swing ball
Get a summer Job
Have money x1
Have a Film fest x3
Watch Fox and the Hound x1/2
Go shopping
Spend most of a day in bed x2
Go to gigs x1
Go skinny dipping
Camp in someones backgarden
Get wasted x1/2
Spend a whole day in my Pajamas x1/2
Make milkshakes x4
Make a film
Go on holiday
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[Jul. 26th, 2006|06:31 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| | hungry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nothing | ] |
24/7/06
Monday viv and later trio came to mind and we hanged about in my garage, made plans to turn my garage into a art studio/place .. with some worn out sofa :) oh and to put up my big campa-van-tent-thing in my garden sometime during the summer. then we went to the park till 10 and watched the sun go down. You can see in some of the photos it was pretty :)
umm tuesday I did absolutely nothing just slept and watched matrix; how can I forget. Wednesday I've been out, booked my hairdresses appointment for friday and not sure whats going on tonight. Tommorow I'm going shopping
I can smell my dinner |
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[Jul. 15th, 2006|04:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | smile - lily allen | ] |
15/7/06
i went shopping wednesday and bought two dresses, I only (of course) intended to get one for something to wear for the formal thing next thursday but I had to get this other one that was pretty cute too. I can't stop myself, its like an illness. I had to go back thursday to change the formal one cause it was a size 6, it fits but it cost quite a bit so it was worth getting the right size. Anyway 1 week to go till summer and 5 till my holiday to florida can't wait. Last night I went to another party it was pretty good nice to see everyone dancing haha. shit loads of work to do wheyy! |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|08:55 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | I am |
| | crushed | ] |
at least.
The weekend; great. A long time where I haven't felt down about anything and like things were good, pretty much perfectly happy about everything. Monday after viv had left, I heard the news denise had died. She was a friend of the family and had blood cancer and it instantly brought me right down. I knew she was in hosipital and things didn't look good. I heard about how the cancer had made look completely different to the point of barely being able to reconise it was her. Loosing all her long brown hair and so much weight. My mum even described her as this little old lady sitting up in her bed but Thats just not Denise. The last time I saw her was christmas; this has all happened so so so so quick. It's not real, I can't make myself believe its real even though I know it is. This is the first person I proberly knew enough who was close enough to be a relative who's died and has effected me that much. Its weird. I'm still figuring out how to react to it. I can only remember her as how I've always have and these things I've heard from other people about how she was in the hospital haven't effect how I picture her because simply I just can't imagine it - not that I want to but its hard trying to work out how sucha a change in someone can happen this quick, so I'll let these things people say just pass me. I'll remember Denise like I think she'd want me to. Heavy mascara and big fur coats :) haha red high hills and old classic club tunes at new years.
These are good memories but thinking about them right now brings me almost to the point of tears, Its just really not real. :(
Denise Monday 10th July 06 - age 50 <3 |
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